For Amber Morning Rain!

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xxx ooo

You might prefer to lose yourself at a gathering of friends or step out of the spotlight to become more involved in a team project. Either way, the Moon's appearance now in your 11th House of Community empowers you to move beyond personal needs and to share your emotional intelligence with others. Don't miss this opportunity to give something back to your peers.

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Well, all I have right now is this, lol! You'd think after a lifetime in the industry I'd know that lupines cut well... I didn't! I was pleasently surprised to see the cuts I'd decorated the mantle with on new moon lasting so beautifully. I love it when that happens :)

Ever since last evening I've felt an amazing amount of energy gathering around me. It's quite an uplifting experience to pull it to you, jump on top and ride it. (behave witches :P) The neighbor's wifi is being used with permission (black salt works wonders!) and Amber's most recent situation has calmed. I will take this opportunity to pull more good stuff to me. Just enough to fill the need... I do this out of love not greed. Do you have any idea how many times I've used that line in the past 8 mo.?!

So... no one is interested in erotic pagan fiction, lol... it's not a bad read, really. I'll list another share of a fabulous little box of guided meditations on two cd's, contemplation cards and a companion guidebook by Sharon Salzberg. Someone will like that one, I'm sure. It's a great beginers meditation tool!

Hope everyone has a beautiful day! Blessings and love... xxx ooo

PS ~ Great answers on the latest quizzy from Eithne... you guys are cracking me up, lol!

Not feeling very clever today. As a matter of fact I feel downright bleh. It's a good thing I had such a fabulous new moon morning cause by yesterday afternoon and evening I sure needed to use it! My youngest daughter and her three beautiful boys are an incredible drain on my energy. How on earth do I retain what is me and not drop her flat on her face? My oldest girl senses it and is letting me hide this morning. Last night Amber turned her back for a moment and Andrew let himself and his brother out of the house. They were retrieved before any harm came to them but her landlord basically said that if we didn't come get the boys for the night she was going to call CPS. Audrey went and got the boys. Amber is, of course, sufficiently hysterical and scared out of her wits. Lesson learned... don't turn your back not even for a second. I'm just tired. Lets hope today brings resolution with that situation. I'm sure she will be hell bent on looking for another place to live. It was way, way too small anyway but I'm not sure I have it in me. I'm giving it all up to the Universal and will be shown the way, I trust. Watching her struggle is so painful. The boys seem none the worse for wear, lol. Happy little clams, they are!

It's amazing what an internet addict will do to get connected... honestly :P My neighbor has an open wifi that I'm borrowing. I'm trying not to borrow it too much but... well, you know. I'm a CS addict! Goddess forgive me, ha!

Thanks for listening. (((collective hug)))

Blessings and love... xxx ooo

PS ~ I reiterate... I'm just tired. I'm not depressed or sad or even down... just tired. My head is high and my heart is as strong as ever. My faith is not shaken and I trust the Universal will implicitly. I have not given up wishing or doing (like some people in this house... Will!) and I feel confident in a positive outcome for all my trials. I will transcend! It's what I do. No worries... please.

... disconnect :(  I'm typing this out from my daughters house, which in and of itself is not a bad thing. I should really visit more often, lol! I started out the morning at my house still online by trying to correct a typo in the previous blog. I'm a bit anal about those things... and it reposted with today's date and time... that's new, eh? I don't think I like that. It made more sense with it's original posting time. Ha! I guess I'm anal about a few things :)

Weekend was nice but the weather wasn't ideal for gardening. Watched movies, chatted with my witchy loves here on CS, made strawberry shortcake (a personal fav!) and just generally laid about. I should've been brushing up the resume redo from last week but I just couldn't get my head around it.

Will mentioned yesterday that F1 comes to Montreal soon. We've always wanted to go... but not this year, yet again. Then he said "I'm getting tired of wishing. I think I'll stop." WTF is that supposed to mean? I should've clarified right then with him but I couldn't pick my chin up off the floor. Does it mean he'll stop wishing altogether or that he'll stop just wishing and f'ing DO something?

Must run the boys about... I'll try to stop back to Ashley's this afternoon and see what you've all been up to! Blessings and love to all for a beautiful new moon week!

xxx ooo

Why am I up at this hour of the morning? Good question, lol. A myriad of reasons, I suppose. Strange dreams, frisky lover, great chat with amazing friends, taking advantage of an internet connection that was supposed to be off a day ago... take your pick! At any rate, here I am.

At 3:30 am the windows are still wide open and a cool but not uncomfortable breeze calls me to the deck... the silence of the woodland falls about me. I stood there for some time before I sat down. I needed that... silence, I mean. It comes far to infrequently these days, for my taste. I miss my Tao.

I have a few pics of blooms to share... siberian iris and lupines. Purple seems to be the dominant color in the yard... even the lovely lilac blooms cling so late in the spring. June looms large and she is most welcome. The promise of bounty... I need that too.

Hope everyone has a wonderful weekend full of all the things that make your collective heart sing!

Blessings and love... xxx ooo